
As August approaches,
in a golden sweltering haze
Impostor-syndrom encroaches,
trapping in this self-loathing maze
I’ve lived here for ages,
familiar with its confounding ways
Seen my dreams turn to ashes,
evaporate as hopelessness blaze
~ I’ve made new choices,
now can I the changes face ~
As August approaches,
in golden sweltering haze
Thoughts of breaking free encroaches,
I have to burn this thorny self-doubt gorse maze
Learn and evolve as I ages,
find new self-caring and nurturing ways
I will rise from the ashes,
remade by this creative blaze
©RedCat

I should be asleep, but can’t because all thoughts swirling. Realized after reading others poetry, that writing the turmoil out probably where a better way than watching tv.
So sat by candlelight, watching the moon and poured it on paper.
Written for First Line Friday over at Mindlovemisery Menagerie.

Love the determination in the poem .:)
Writing by candle-light and moonbeams is a good way to be creative, and to write out turmoil. That shows in your wonderfully crafted poem.
I am glad you could pour out your words on paper, as you said. :) I like how the two sides of the poem have opposite moods, and it ends with renewal.